Niña Nosshae Q. Concon

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In her thought-provoking essay “Do not come, because I will come for you,” Niña Nosshae Q. Concon delves into the complex emotions of self-doubt, toxic influences, and the power of resilience.

Awarded Second Place in the Essay Writing Contest 2025, Niña shares a compelling narrative of breaking free from negativity, embracing personal growth, and finding strength through faith and determination.

Her words serve as a powerful reminder that success is not just about manifesting dreams but about taking action and trusting the process.

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Achievements:

  • Award: Second Place in Essay Writing Contest 2025
Niña Nosshae Q. Concon
Philscholar® | Certificate of Recognition for Outstanding Achievement in Essay Writing
Awarded to Niña Nosshae Q. Concon
In Recognition of Outstanding Achievement and Excellence
Date: January 17, 2025
Academic Year: S.Y. 2025–2026

“Do not come, because I will come for you”

By. Niña Nosshae Q. Concon

You know what, I hate manifestations so much. It feels like you have summoned an evil spirit when you have a lot of plans that you pursued in the past few years through academics, but look at you now, the evils are just so proud seeing you falling, and failing again, *ha ha ha ha ha* and what can you do? Wasting this year again by manifesting and not grabbing that opportunities?! *sighs*

Let me tell you generally for the things that I have been kneeling and begging to God, of what could bring me in this tremendous opponent of life — the freshman year. But before that, shhhhh, lower your voices! the monitoring spirits can hear you, and pray so hard that you cannot be part of them.

Remember, work in silence and resilience; yes I do agree that having a study social group can help you, but starting to achieve what YOU CAN DO as your own representative of your life can bring you more than the academics! No joke! If you are scared of being in the real world, then where are you right now? Are you still living in the fantasies with the fairies? Hello 911?!! No, right? You are already living in the REAL WORLD! when adults try to manipulate us that it is more harder in the future, and little did they know the behind every steps that we take is a shaky and tremendous bridges that we walk on to — it is not easy at all! We are practicing our life through academics, shaping us for who we are in the future. Practice in a slowly and surely way that your only problem in the future is what you should wear in your graduation rites! I can hear it yes, you are still hiding under the shell, you are still inside of the box, and still in a bridge cages with thorn metallics, and I do experience all of that. You are not alone, but you MUST work alone.

Cutting the toxic ones in my life is the best achievement that I had been achieved in this year, you hear it right! Me and my self holds the most toxicity, and I do kill her slowly to have a good relationship between my self. Only believe in second chances when you commit an unintended mistakes, not anyone! Forgave your self, redeem yourself, and change that behaviour that triggers you. The evils love to be partake of your silly manifestations if you keep drinking that poison from your silly best friends gave you, but in return, you will bring yourself down, whilst them living the best time of their lives. If you hate dramas, revenge, or to be problematic, then be with yourself. A friendly reminder that you cannot be friends to your all batchmates, classmates, teachers and seniors, and it is fine! Believe me or not, you can stand alone by yourself. In short, choose the quality over quantity circle of friends in your academic journey! It is not the last friend standing, but the one who remembers you, that matters the most in every academic journey’s!

Lastly, praying over everything – though, maybe I used the manifestations in a wrong method, but let me wake you up that manifestations are not real. It is all your head, you are delulu as hell. Remember, IT. IS. ALL. ON. YOUR. HEAD. You control you, I control me. Manifestation is only a fantasy concept that is not supported scientifically, but you all are making this concept as if it is part of science or in theology. But it is not, why manifestations when WE CAN DO IT NOW? Why manifest for getting a diploma when you are studying and continuing to pursue in academics RIGHT NOW? Why manifesting to have a good grades when you can start studying right now, because you have an upcoming exams sooner or tomorrow? Why manifest to have a job when you can find one, and just wait for the God’s will for you to have a better job that you settled in manifesting? Remember, it is all on your head, and change your mindset. Do not only manifest, but PRAY, WORK and STUDY harder, and then MANIFEST and FEST it all! I do not manifest, but I create and control what is right and better for me, I do the best, and let God do the rest.

Even though I summoned a lot of evil’s through manifesting, there’s only one solution for me to solve and achieve it all…. Just pray. Pray over nothing, but pray at everything that you feel of. Believe Him as you believe in every manifestations you saw in tiktok’s, believe Him more than the evil one’s. And trust yourself, you are not wasting that opportunities, but you let the opportunites comes to you even though you were pushed harder and harder to the deepest core of the earth. I will still, and still never give up to this will to stand and let this plan accomplish until I wear that cape soon, because that is my own cape as saving and accomplishing of many things through academics — to wear that black gown toga, sighing in a deepest relieved that finally, I did it. It may not happen this year, but in a few years it will happen during May.

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